Aceticism: Facing The Sun

A confusing aspect of our Christian growth is that we can, sometimes even at the same moment, have a very peaceful, godly thought full of love for God and neighbour, and then have a terribly sinful and embarrassingly nasty thought.  How can this be?  If God is alive in us, how can such terrible thoughts keep appearing in our minds?  How do we combat this? One unhelpful way to combat this experience…